Monastic Life As An Ascetic
Mahavira left his hom in search of emancipation. He
renounced for the rest of his physical life, all acts that
happen to be sinful. For about twelve-and-a-half years he had
undergone severe penance and attained Kevalyagyan , the total
enlightenment. He
suffered a great deal of physical pain and torture from various
sources. Among them, the most severe was the biting by the
highly poisonous snake Chandkaushik. Mahavir remained calm and
peaceful in the midst of these torturous events. He never lost
his serenity and never developed hatred for anyone.
During this period he mostly observed silence;
fasted and maintained a state of total awareness for twenty-four
hours a day. He did not sleep for more than 50 minutes in total
in his twelve years of Sadhana . He conquered sleep by
meditation. He usually did meditation in a standing posture. He
had full control over his tongue and conquered taste.
Meditation and fasting , were the two main
aspects of his sadhana . The general perception of Mahavira is
that of an ascetic than that of a great meditator. The reason
for his long fasting was that he wanted to establish that the
power of soul is unlimited in comparison to mind, mind to subtle
body, and subtle body to the gross body. He had proved that this
body can survive without food and water once the connection with
the soul is established. He was so absorbed in meditation that
hunger and thirst sensations were weakened within him.
During this period of penance, most of the time he was either
in meditation or kayotsarga (deep relaxation) having experiences
of body and soul as being different. In this way, two phases of
Mahavira's life - the householder's and of an ascetic's ended at
the age of forty-two years.
The Lord sat in Godohika posture. He was fasting for two
days. He experienced renewed vigour. It seemed the veil over
existence was going to be torn in no time. He was exposing
himself to the warmth of the sun. He experienced the profound
meditative state described as Sukla Dhyana . Ultimately, he
stood face to face with reality without the veil. The sun of
enlightenment rose to stay forever. Lord was now the
enlightened, the omniscient and clairvoyant. He had full
knowledge of everything, and its modes near and far were
automatically projected in his awareness.
He had performed severe meditation having destroyed the four
Ghatya Karma (Darshanavarnia, Gyanavarnia, Mohniya and Antrya ),
and reached the highest state of consciousness, wisdom and
intuition. Having attained Kevalya , which is infinite, supreme,
complete and full of wisdom, he became Jina or a conqueror of
Karma, the eight great enemies of the soul.
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